Hey guys, today’s episode was stunning, Psycho, Khushi and NK performed brilliantly and left us wondering what will happen next. The episode itself was heartbreaking but also for us, a salute to women, Here is Khushi willing to go to any lengths to find her husband, it takes a lot for a woman to be able to do that, Sanaya has done justice to the role by portraying every emotion beautifully and Abhaas has managed to once again make us feel like murdering him and feeding him to the dogs. Kudos to both of them!

Mami is discontent

We see the episode begin with Khushi telling Mami not to worry, that as soon as she finds out she will be the first to be told. She hugs her, most likely also trying to gain some strength from Mami whilst at the same time trying to comfort her. Mami is disappointed, and as she looks back she looks at NK and Khushi and says that I cannot rest until I know about this matter and leaves.

Mami will be persistent in her investigations as always, we expect nothing less from her, usually whatever she finds out is the truth so we are praying that even this time she gets to the bottom of the truth and does not get fooled by anyone.

We see NK and Khushi talking, NK comforts her and says that he will go and check on Psycho and that Khushi should go and wait in his room with his laptop until he does not come back. We then see NK go outside Psycho’s room and look in to see what he is doing, he sees Psycho at the laptop and then getting up to go and get the USB, NK gets very excited and rushes back to his room, he rushes to Khushi and tells her to quickly switch on the laptop. When Khushi asks what he has done to get information he tells Khushi how he has got help from a friend in security and has had a small camera fitted into Psycho’s room, when Khushi is about to panic, he tells her that the camera cannot be seen because it is small.

Well done NK, for all the silliness you can sometimes portray this was a welcome relief, you took action and you got results, and trust me all the fans are rooting for you this very moment! That camera idea was brilliant and we are exceptionally pleased with you!

We see Psycho staring at the computer screen, and although we expected Khushi to be in the password, what we got was even more of a shock!

NK says that the audio is not clear but the picture is good, he then sees Psycho on the computer and says that look he is there, I was so smart to have fixed it in the right place, he thanks the above forces as well– we will let that one go NK because you truly were really smart! They both look at the computer and look at what Psycho is about to do. They zoom in to get a closer look and NK begs for Psycho to type, they both wait for Psycho to type in the password, Psycho begins to type out I LOVE YOU KHUSHI – there are two separate reactions here:

Khushi, you can all but see the blood drain out of her as she realises even before he completes the password, that it is I love you Khushi. This was a horrible moment for her, the shock and the embarrassment that she feels is evident on her face. It seemed for a second that she would run but we were proud to see that she held steadfast.

NK writes out what he sees Psycho typing, he says out loud I love you Khushi, at this point he has yet to realise what he has just said, he is unbelievably ecstatic at having finally got the password, whilst Khushi looks at him shocked and scared, he repeats the password and finally the truth begins to dawn on him, he realises what he has just said out loud. You literally see what he has just said click into place, he looks at her and then says Khushi ji, this password, what is it? What kind of a password is it? He questions her again what is this? She is unable to say anything, they then hear the computer command the password by voice for confirmation and he once again says I love you Khushi, we get to see that Khushi is really upset by this she is trying to work out how to proceed, but then a document comes up and they try to see what it is, but before they can get an idea they hear Mami calling Psycho and he quickly shuts the computer.

Interesting to note that, Psycho went to all that trouble to hide a USB document of the will, here we were expecting to see something exceptional and what do we get, nothing! Seriously, he had to go to all that trouble to hide the will document? Like what the!

We see Khushi move away from NK, not knowing how to handle the situation and trying to find a way of getting around it, she tries not to cry. NK, still shocked comes up to Khushi and questions her, trying to work out what the hell is going on. Khushi finally has an outburst and says that I have to keep quiet because of Di, I hate the way he tries to touch me, to come near me, but I have no way of saying anything. We see that he is still surprised, however NK now knows the truth and the disgust is evident on his face, he is really angry and wants to go and report Psycho to the police, as he now knows the extent of his madness and exactly how dangerous this guy could be. We see him finally realise that this is way beyond what he had been thinking, that this guy is incredibly revolting.

Khushi stops him saying that we cannot do this, all the problems in my life are because of him. But I need his reality to come out in front of everyone and for me to be able to find Arnav ji. And this will only be done in one way, NK says yes by getting the pendant and for this, they also need Psycho’s voice to be recorded, where he says the password out loud. NK wonders how they will do this whilst Khushi says she knows how. this throws NK off, who instantly knows what she will do, he shakes his head and says no, you cannot do this, I cannot let you, the guy is sick. Khushi then shouts that we have no choice, as the camera you had fitted has not recorded the voice properly, we need his voice loud and clear. She says that no matter what, I have to have him say I love you to me, we can see the distress on her face as can NK, he knows how difficult this will be for her. Khushi is really upset about doing this, and this can be seen by the way she clutches her dress.

Mami enters Psychos room, investigation how the parcels could have got to RM, she is certain the kidnappers are up to something. When she asks Psycho to show the gifts, he seems to be wary, he shows her but seems irritated.....most likely because his very important work was disturbed. What was the important work? Hiding the will on a USB – we expected a whole can of worms to fall out and what do we get nothing much!

Finally, yes finally Payal decides to use her brain, should we do a jiggy wiggy? Should we weep with happiness that we just might not see her stupidity anymore? That finally she might be able to sort out her own problems? Or do we not dare????? Surely the directors might have mercy on us???? Might we get to see her looking alluring and beautiful? Or will she walk in looking like a nerd?

Psycho is on the phone to Anjali saying that I am coming downstairs (when the hell did she come back????), and he sees Khushi run by him crying, he goes after her to see what is up. Khushi is in her room crying, poor thing is probably heartbroken at what she has to do, she clenches her eyes shut and then feels a hand on her shoulder, when she looks it is Psycho. He is concerned and asks her what is wrong, he goes and closes the door to keep it private and asks her what has happened. She stands there, and he goes to touch her face, she moves away quickly saying she cannot take it anymore, saying she will go mad.

Psycho tries to console her, saying that he cannot see her crying. She wonders out loud who Arnav’s kidnapper is and what is it that they want. She then very smartly covers herself so that he is not suspicious by saying that Arnav would never get me a gift, that he would never want anything good for me. She then says on top of it I am all alone, she sits clutching the bed with her hand, you can tell that she is really holding on by a thread. Psycho kneels down saying no you are not alone I am with you, you never were, or are or will be alone. She puts the record on her phone as he talks and clutches it in his hand. She repeats she is all alone, there is no one to support me, no one that can understand me or who I can tell the truth to. She is trying to get him to say I love you to her and currently it is not working so both NK and Khushi are getting tense.

Interesting to note, what she does say about Arnav, is not very far from the truth, he has never really gotten her a gift, he has never really showed her that he wants the best for her, of course through actions he has shown just how much he cares, but he has not ever expressed it verbally.

NK begs jiju to say it (why call the slime ball Jiju? He is not worth that name, the sick pervert that he is) Psycho continues saying never say this again, as long as I live you will never be alone. The guy is so obsessed that he cannot see past his own repulsive lust, he is like a walking time bomb, just like you throw crumbs at a hungry dog, this guy is desperate anything from her.

Whilst poor Khushi, She struggles to say it, but she forces it out of her mouth saying what you said that day was it true, that Arnav only gave pain and you....she pauses he latches onto it like a hungry pig saying I have only loved you. She shuts her eyes again these words, what she feels is disgust she wants to run away whereas he is hopeful, you can see the pitiful expression on his face, he wants her for his own, he is aching for her, and he actually thinks she is considering what he said to her before. He takes her face in his hand, wanting to touch her badly, wanting to be close to her (eww) we see her reaction to his touch and her control, poor girl is at this point thinking did I do all this for nothing? I had to feel him touching me for nothing? But he finally utters the words I love you Khushi. She looks at him in pain, disgusted and not knowing what to do, but at the same time relieved that he uttered the words and that she had managed to record it. She needs to find out what is in that USB ASAP, she wants to get to her Arnav quickly!

He says to her how he has always loved her with his full heart, if only you had understood my love before (regret here, why? He would not have done what he did? That seems unlikely) she gets up and moves away from him and says that I need time to think about this, can you give me some time, I have to think about me and you. he says yes do, think about me, about us both and just remember that I love you beyond limits and with me around do not think you are alone, saying this he leaves. We finally see Khushi breaking down, she only loves one person and to save him she has to do all of this. We see that she has unmasked herself, she cries with her head on her knees.

It should be interesting to see what the coming weeks hold in store, we are hoping against all hope that Mami also comes to know the whole truth. We also desperately wanted a RT which is looking unlikely, damn it!!!

To all those that are peeved with Khushi:

- Imagine yourself in her position, can you honestly say that you would not at least think of going down this route?

- It is hard for her, every value she holds is stripped away – she has to reduce herself to his level to get what she wants (though she is not at his level, she is way, way above him, but to win him over she pretends to fall to his level)

- This is an age old trick, and one that always works – she does not want to do it, but she realises that there is no other way to go about it.

- Did we hear her say I love you? No, so why all the fuss?

- Be more concerned about punching the living daylights out of Arnav if he does not believe her, as trust us, we are.

- NK is with her, and we pray to God that if not by Wed, then by the end of the week Mami is with her.

- She has done what she thought she had to do to save her husband, she would give her life for him.

- Do not pay attention to what she did – think about the risk she has taken and the consequences it could have.

Take it easy, it was meant to go down this route and to be honest she deserves a lot of making up from Arnav!

Poem

The Raven

by Edgar Allan Poe

(published 1845)

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,

Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,

While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,

As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.

"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-

Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,

And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.

Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow

From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore-

For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-

Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain

Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;

So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,

"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-

Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-

This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,

"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;

But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,

And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,

That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;-

Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,

Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;

But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,

And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"

This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-

Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,

Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.

"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:

Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-

Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-

'Tis the wind and nothing more!"

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,

In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore;

Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;

But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-

Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-

Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,

By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.

"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,

Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Night

Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-

Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,

By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.

"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,

Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore-

Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"

Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,

Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;

For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being

Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door-

Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,

With such name as "Nevermore."

But the Raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only

That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.

Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered-

Till I scarcely more than muttered, "Other friends have flown before-

On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."

Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,

"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,

Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster

Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-

Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore

Of 'Never- nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,

Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;

Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking

Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-

What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore

Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing

To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;

This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining

On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,

But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,

She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer

Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.

"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels he hath sent thee

Respite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!

Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"

Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -

Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,

Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-

On this home by Horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore-

Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!"

Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!

By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore-

Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,

It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-

Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."

Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting-

"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!

Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!

Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!

Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"

Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting

On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;

And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,

And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;

And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor

Shall be lifted- nevermore!

Precap she tells him what she wants from him, she says we can take as much money and property as we want from him but the pain I want to give him will only happen....and then we hear shyam say you want me to give Anjali a divorce, she says this is the only way to break his stubbornness. Mami might have heard them, if she has, this could end up being very bad for Khushi, however Mami has always gotten to the bottom of the truth...so lets see if she rocks or fails!

Thanks to everyone who read the myview. Bogdan, yes definately you need to know your enemy to be able to get to him, Shyam is very Shatir, and actually up to till point he had actually been quiet the wimp, it was good to finally see them bring out the worst in him, but it is brilliant to watch Khushi tear him to pieces, only thing is, we seriously hope that Arnav believes her otherwise she is up for a really tough time!